Water-Spryte

Well I've been trying to stay away from writing fan fiction and writing my own book but the draw to what I know is getting hard to resist. I love my fan fiction but apparently it's making people mad. I don't want the stress of writing my own series. I love my followers and those who let me know what I can do better on. I'm not a writer who has a strength in proper grammar. My language arts teachers even told me I have no talent for it but I love to write. I just don't see anything coming out of this other than heart ache and disappointment.

Finally got my fire back. Been writing away and I love it. I've missed it so much. I missed my Piccolo even more. Of coarse there is the hurdle of life holding me back between working stupid hours at work and those who encourage me to write also not letting me sit down to do so so between writing at my lunch breaks and staying up until 2-3 in the morning but down side to that I have to be up at 6 to get my son up at 7. Trying to juggle my love of writing and making everyone else happy...I think I might just give up my passion and give up my anime and manga.

Might as well give up everything I love...all I do is work so I never have a chance to write or draw...everyday I'm giving up hours of my life for a place that doesn't appreciate what I can do...I can't even write out ideas without my supervisor up my butt yelling at me that I'm worthless...under paid and unappreciated...all I want to do is write.

This is turning out to be a pretty good year... got my writing vibe back, my husband started restocking my anime, all caught up and enjoying Sailor Moon Crystal, collecting and loving the redub of Sailor Moon classic and now to find out that Dragon Ball got a new segment with Super. Oh yeah...oh and on an amazing note my husband is taking me to see Dragon Ball Z Resurrection of F....

Dealing with others dark attitudes has left little desire to do my work. Doing what I can but I think it's time to drop the darkness and move on with my hopes and my beloved creations.